Gone

You disappeared. In a big cloud of grey smoke, you disappeared. I saw you leave. Now I wonder if you are lost?. If you are fine. Did you find the place you so desperately seek? How come you didn't came back and why is it that I still wait and hope to see your face. So many have said their good-byes. So many have left this Godforsaken place. So many wave their hands with a sad smile on their faces. So many now...... but I am still here. I remember what T once said..... he said "everyone I love, leave me...." Could it be so? Are we all leaving? I feel so helpless, useless, blind. Everyday I wait for a call, a message, a note, a voice that proves me wrong. The smoke is long gone and you with it.